Omg.......im leaving most of friends le......i sad sad sia.....actually that time keda asked me,i not sad meh?separated from dawn,i act act de say,no leh.....but later,about 2mins,i suddenly fell very sad sia.....i dk y?

omg.......although this year classmates is not that good as last year,but i also very happy to have such nice and kind friends this year! !~~~#$!#$^*)_)+#$$^&*()_^^

But i dun noe how to appreciate them... especially agnes,i dun believe that i that time always qurraly with her,but suddenly,she is the first to back me up.....!!!!!!omg~!#!$i dun believe it......she the best!!!i will remember her forever!!!!And of course of my muimuis!!!!

how can they forgive me?i wanted to help them whatever i can,but they dun noe.......i asked them what is my that stupid attitude problem that make me lose all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!but they say that is just my attitude problem!!!!!but what is it!!!!!i wanted to patch up with them,but they did not want to give me a chance........

then how can i get my friends back?when they dun wan to give me a chance to help them or even........i dun noe.....i wan to tell them this,but i dun dare to say it,"im very sorry to ur,but i dun noe wat i did to make your fan lian with me........but im really sorry.........can ur forgive me?"

I'm slowly losing all my friends le......i dun noe whether this is my fate or i deserve it?cause,every time almost the end of the year,i also lose all my friends....why can't they do this earlier?so i will not be that painful like how i fell now.......

How can they forgive me?How?How?How?

i wanted to go my friend's house and she said she going out with my another friend......i dun noe y?they said that i have an attitude problem,what is it?my sis also say that i have an attitude problem,but what is it?can anybody tell me?SOB SOB!!!!!!

Yay~~~!!~~~!~!~!!~!~!~~!!!!!my dad suddenly change my mind!!!!!and he allow me to go to the amk hub!!!!!YAY!!!!!!

i had fun today!!!!i went to the arcade n my friends said that we want to go watch movie 'the child's eye'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im too happy aPublish Postnd i dun noe wat to describe the fun today!!!!!hahas.....

seriously,i dun noe y this is happening to me?

am im a good person or even a good friend?

y is the god do this to me?

y am i losing everything around me?

y?y?y?

i really dun understand y?

im really scare my dad will leave me.....

im really scared that i will lost a friend........

i dun noe y this is happening to me!!!!

can anybody tell me??

Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?Y

i really dun understand.

omg....i feel so down......i am listening to you are not alone......i cried a few times,when listening to this song....im so dumb...i lied to my sis tat i cried is for her to see de...but actually i really wanted to cry de....so i just use this excuse to cry...if not she will say me crazy.

i finally now that 1 of my friends is not really my friend.....she said:i ask other ppl come lor......then i ask her:huh?she replied:ermmmm,that means i call ppl to REPLACE you lor.....

i did not noe tat friends can be replaced easily!!!!!!!!!!im so disappointed in her......this is the first time my friend tell me that!!!!!!then i heard the song:not ready for goodbye,i also used the same excuse and cried!!!!!i today doesn't feel like that is me!!!!!i dun now wat is happening to me!!!!!!!i think i miss someone,or feel guilty??i dun know....i really wan to go to the beach and shout,cry and throw sand to the sea!!!!!!

the most sad thing happen to me is.........my friend said that i can be replaced!!!when i saw tat msg,i was really.........sad,down???i really dun noe y the world is like that......CAN ANYBODY TELL ME??????

Im scared,im so scared...........I don't know whether i can go to amk hub tmr anot.......im scared

im so scared.....i thought my dad is going to beat me!!!!!

MuiMui

These MuiMui word is being created by Agnes!!!!!From primary 5.....She made me addicted in calling her muimui,cause she everytime also call us muimui mahs.....

These following friends are my MuiMuis:

*Agnes*

*Dawn*

*Calista*

*Lee Zhi Qing*

*Annable*

*And alot more!!!!!!I just didn't type it cause.......

hahas

I was so shocked today to see Calista to come back to school sai........I didn't know that she was sick on the operation day,than she cannot continue the operation........YAY!!!!this was what i felt just now.......

She said that it will be postpone to next tuesday....which is quite good to me!!!Cause i can see her longer....I know it sounds like im las......but im not!!!hahas

I actually wanted to cry on that day when i hug HER for the last time!!!!!!

I really don't believe that a 11 years old girl need to do operation!!!!!!!I'm really sad for her!!!!I............really don't know how to describe her!My heart is now very heavy!Cause she leave me alone!she left her friends alone!!

I really did not expected that this would happen!!!!!

My best friend had just left me!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!my Calista just left me!!!!!i really miss her sia...only the first day only,then i miss her le.I just read her blog,then saw all her posts,it really touched me!!!!!although im only reading,but i really almost cried!!!!!!!

Seriously,i last time don't really like her!!!But now that i know that she is leaving me for good,i really very sad!!!But now i no longer hate her le!!!cause she i really a good friend.

She really appreciate her friends and comfort people when they are sad!!!!i really dun know how to describe her!cause she is really a good friend!

MUACKS FOREVER!!!!CALISTA

LOVE YOU!!!!!

I finally can use the com le!!!

I have not post for about two days le....sobsob....cause school has alreday start so i cannot use come from today onwards,tmr i cannot use the com le....Tmr the school officially starts....I told myself to work very hard so that no one can look down on me!!!Even my family members will not look down on me,if i work extra hard and get very good marks!!!i think this will only happen in my dreams.......But i will work very very very hard to achieve wat i want...i hope so.

Now i wonder how is my sister and bro doing in school?is it very hard for them???if they think that it is too hard for them,thats means i will surely die de!!!OH MY GOD!!!!I know that my posts is quite funny,but im like a clown,n no one will believe wat i said!!!!N in my whole life,im very scared of clowns......Cause their nose ad their makeups r very scary...

Nothing much happen....

Today,i finally put my cbox in my blog le....because of that,i scream until siao n cry until siao....cause my sis keep singing n is very irritating de.i cannot take it so i mute the com,then she unmute,i mute,she unmute..this keeps go on until i feel very helpless.She kept shouting at my ear,then i shout at her ear too.then she say she was my senior,lol rite?she does not have any common sense.cause my big sister say that she was not my senior nor elder,then i tell her that she was not my senior nor elder,then she say okay,then can u dun be so rude!?!??!??!!?!?!?!?!?!??!i always call my parents about this matter.

Today i have to go buy pens and get ready for my school after tomorrow...actually i wanted everything to be new this year,but i cannot make it,i wanted a new specs,but cannot make it.i wanted a new pencil case,but i cannot make it.I only have a new hand phone pouch,a new hand phone(but not now take the new/old hand phone),n a new watch....kinda good uhs?hahas